A year ago today I wrote this.
I remember how defeated I was. But at the same time I was hopeful (weird, I know). I was in the holiday spirit, I had family and friends nearby, I had a husband to get me through it all. I still have all of that and this year I’m so much closer to becoming a mother, the only thing I really wanted for Christmas.
The picture above is of my two newest ornaments. One is a pregnant snowman that my mom got me. There’s a little ribbon that says “mom-to-be” and the bottom of the foot says 2014. The other one is a footprint from my aunt with the words “Wished for, Hoped for, Prayed for.” Needless to say I get all misty eyed every time I look at those ornaments. They are so special and perfectly encapsulate the past year for us. We wished, we prayed, we hoped and 2014 was finally the year I became a mom-to-be. And 2015 will be the year we become parents.
Reading last year’s post just shows me how far we’ve come and how much can truly change in a year. Reading that post also makes me cry, because I still know that girl. She’s still around and still worries and no matter how excited she gets, she’s also hesitant.
So Santa, all I’m asking for is for February to get here a little bit sooner so we can meet this baby and start a whole new journey.
We’ve been really good this year, I promise.
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