If my plans had gone accordingly I would have been pregnant and had a baby over a year ago, when I was stably employed and financially secure. We would have traveled back to Europe and life would have been laid out just fine.
But alas. Life had much different plans. I’m pregnant now. My job is ending soon. And the only way I’m headed to Europe any time soon is by vicariously living through my friends’ travels and movie magic.
And that’s okay.
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, I’m feeling zen. I mean yes I stress out every now and then when I think about being unemployed without an employer paying for my health benefits and how we’re going to afford it all. But at the same time, I know we’ll make it work. I’m not even going to attempt to plan the next few months. Not even a little bit. I’m going to keep doing what I’m doing now: trying to find extra ways to make money, continue exercising (when it’s not a million degrees outside), continue reading up on parenthood and pregnancy and thinking happy thoughts for this little bebe.
And that’s fine by me.
Who needs a plan anyways?
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